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June 10th, 2005

03:16 pm Well its been along time since ive updated! like a year! lol...anyway, just needed somewhere to vent as my work is driving me absolutely nutty...mental breakdown much! This damn Bell is treating me like shit....first of all i didnt get paid for quite some time cuz my name was never entered into the system or some b.s. like that! theeeen, i come back from my grandmothers funeral and some lady is sitting in my desk! shes moved ALL MY STUFF out of my drawers, put all her shit in there and they tell me i dont sit there anymore! no warning, nothing, just nope ur moving....wow, they sure are a sensitive bunch eh?? fucking retards....THEN today, the bloody icing on the cake, i came into work and some other lady was siting in my desk...i was like nicely, oh this is my desk, she was like "oh well, im not moving, ive moved too many times, you're just a summer student you dont have a permanent desk, you can sit over there!" i was just like excuse me? why dont YOU sit over there? this is my desk!! all of my stuff is here, why do i have to move?? i was assigned this desk! maybe if i wasnt here today you can sit here, but when i come in, its my friggen desk! then i explained that to her and she was being SO RUDE to me, she was like well im sorry DEAR but im sitting here today, i'll be done at five! can you believe that??? couldnt she move her lazy ass to another desk? like WTF! it just makes me sooo mad...then i was like well theres no need to be rude to me and she was like IM NOT BEING RUDE! and then told me to go talk to the manager...so i was like fine, fine here i go...talked to my manager, she talked to the stupid bitch and she finally moved her shit....when i go to sit at my desk shes moved all my shit into the corner, AND unplugged the computer so i couldnt turn it on!! can you BELIEVE that??? like how old is she! shes gotta be in her 50s and she was acting like a complete child...i couldnt believe it, iwas actually shaking after that encounter with her...i consider myself i very rational, reasonable, and kind person so when someone is like that to me it really shakes me up...i dont understand why she was so rude to me, it wouldve been easily avoided if shed just moved! like omg, and THEN she goes and tells every one of her office friends that i was sooo rude to her and caused this huge fuss and was such a bitch and all this and that, when all i did was stand up for myself! im not gonna let her walk all over me...she thinks shes better than me because shes older and can talk to me like that! well fuck you, im sick and tired of this shit....i seriously had a breakdown at work today...i thought i was gonna have to go home, couldnt stop crying...i hate crying, i never cry...PMS i guess, i dunno... Its just frustrating when ppl treat you like shit when you do your best to be a good person...but if being a good person means that i cant stand up for myself, then screw that. No more of that. Im not taking that from people anymore. This job has just shown me that if you dont stand up for yourself no one else will. And if i get fired or whatever for something like this then i can deal with that because i know im right and not being irrational. This job has just given me headache after headache....i feel like im a nice person and what do i get for that? nothing. Maybe i should just be a permanent bitch from now on. It makes me mad that she went and talked about me to everyone, making me look like the bad guy...i wish someone had been there to witness it to see how she was speaking to me. This is such bull shit. I need a new job....HOWEVER! my supervisor came over to me and was like you know what? its good you stood up for yourself and im not gonna tell you to not do that...and this woman told my supervisor that i was so mean to her and so rude and maybe i was rude, at the end, because im not gonna be nice to someone who is rude to me! no friggen way! im just so frustrated right now that i could scream!they think they can treat us like crap because we are only summer students... Anyway, ive babbled for FAR TOO LONG lol I need medication...serious medication right now...this job is driving me batty :S...too bad i dont sit near a window, i might jump out it right now lol....maybe thats a good thing i dont sit near one :S Current Mood: depressed Current Music: sounds of the office

September 24th, 2004

September 16th, 2004

August 27th, 2004

03:45 pm - :( I just got home from Patty's dad's funeral. Oh man, it was so sad, i didnt think i'd be able to hold it together. I was ok at first but then came the sad music, the eulogies, and his casket. I really started to cry when patty, her sister, and her mom were walking down the middle aisle with the casket. My mom was wailing, it was very very sad. My sister had to leave half way through the ceremony because she almost fainted from the heat. I also saw a lot of people from high school that i hadnt seen in a long time. They were all friends of Patty's or Di's. God, i hate funerals :S but then again, who the hell likes them? Current Mood: sad

August 25th, 2004

August 11th, 2004

July 25th, 2004

10:48 am - LESSON NUMBER ONE: dont booze it up when you have to work the next day! ahh had too much to drink last night...feeling the effects this mornin! uggh, i feel the chunks rising *gag*...i had to call in sick to work because i feel so crappy...i was NOT hanging thongs all day, id probably throw up all over them...ewww Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: the sound of my sister's air filter

July 22nd, 2004

02:33 pm wow...havent updated in a a while! well not much goin on in my life...got a new job, blah blah boring boring....i get to hang thongs for two hours every day! waahhoo...eww just the thought that that piece of fabric will be wedged in between someone's ass cheeks gives me the willies...gag! Went to stephs cottage last weekend and that was really fun! lots of kayaking, swimming...oh and steph, what if i pronounced it al-gay or surfbo-ard? wooooohhhhhh! gobble gobble Oh man, dont you loove my icon? omg that boy is so fine...his name is Mike Vogel...i am in love with him..he was in texas chainsaw massacre and that not so great Grind...but i liked grind for the sole reason that he was in it ;) But hes married to some model ...grrrr...he usually has long surfer hair and he looks hotter like that, but i still think hes mighty scrumpdiddlyumtious in this pic Well i am so bored...and i all have been doing is working and watching tv..my life licks balls...hairy ones.eww Anyway, talk later! gonna go for a swim in my very murky looking pool...ahh..i wonder if its safe? oh well, ill die of al-gay poisoning... ta-ta! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: only one - yellowcard

July 12th, 2004

July 5th, 2004

11:09 am hehehe look at the little wooooorrrm! hes so cute! THANKS MEL! neway, i got a job interview today at la vie on rose! eeek, actually im not too nervous because i feel like i know what im doing since i already work at a clothing store...i REALLY want this job sooo bad...and in other good news, my grandma gave me 50 bucks yesterday! this is the grandma i dont see very often, and it was her birthday yesterday and i guess she felt generous...muahah my brother and sister didnt get any money tho, only me :P, well they werent there, but thats besides the point :D went to ikea yesterday and got all this stuff for 20 bucks for my room in guelph, yaaaay go ikea! and i did enjoy spiderman 2, i thought it was soo funny, and yes mel, james franco looked smokin...tobey was cute too, and those "coming" faces he made were priceless!! never forget our web "cum" joke...hahah too funny oh did u apologize to ur parents for me about the cheque? i still feel kinda bad about it! ok, well thanks again for the little worm dude, i love him :) Current Mood: excited Current Music: mad world - gary jules (i LOVE this song!)

July 3rd, 2004

June 29th, 2004

10:44 pm omg last comic standing was so funny...all that stuff that todd glass said about the toothpaste and deodorant and stuff was hilarious! i luv that show...but i like like that john heffron (is that his name?) guy because hes really funny...Ant kinda pisses me off but ah well p.s. this song i am listening to is AWESOME, omg so incredible..but im probably like the only person that likes it because according to caitlin, i like "strange music"...this coming from a girl who likes to listen to country music like "red neck woman"...*shudders* byyye! Current Mood: morose Current Music: mad world - gary jules

June 24th, 2004

06:39 pm soo havent gotten up to much today...just kinda hangin around and watching some soaps cuz i didnt have to work...carolines coming over tonight! yaay, havent seen her in a while...its her 19th birthday tomorrow and we are going to the CN tower for dinner...its soooo damn expensive like 40 dollars for entrees! but we have gift certificates so we can afford it...i dont think we'll spend 150 bucks on just food so we might have to order some, er, beverages ;) ;) nudge nudge...im reallly excited... i have never been to the CN tower restaurant before...anyway, so ya shes comin over tonight and caitlin and i are going to the tanning salon soon, before she gets here....and then i think we miiight go see the notebook tomorrow cuz i really want to see it it look so cute and sad! hahah i bought caroline a beer mug for her 19th and its engraved...and i made her this card on photofantasy thats priceless! well it was priceless since i didnt pay for it...lol. Ok well byyyyye Current Mood: excited Current Music: leave (get out) - jojo

June 19th, 2004

08:39 pm oh man, me so bored...anyway, worked today...meh, that was exciting (raises the sarcasm flag)...ah well, like i always say, money money! So caitlin and i have started a new routine...ya see, caitlin rides her bike over to my house, then we walk to the tanning salon (getting a tan on the way...which is slightly ironic when u think of it) then i go into the stand up one and taaaan then she goes into the stand up one and taaans [theres only one stand up one *shakes fists in rage*]...then we walk home and drink kool aid...wow, we are so friggen exciting! we have also got into renting horror films...we watched jeepers creepers two last week and that was actually really good! then last night we saw ginger snaps II...god, what a waste of time and money that was... Anyyyway, my life is pretty boring now but i think im going to do something with caroline next week since its her 19th birthday, yeeeeah...she also dropped by today for like 10 mins (thats all because i had to go to work)...very short visit. Well, thats all folks! ttyl Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: try - nelly furtado

June 17th, 2004

12:08 pm Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK] You are Cool! You're pretty cool! People look at you and think.. 'wow.. that person is cool!' Congratulations. Use your position wisely and teach the dorks below you a thing or two. There's nothing like recruiting a cool person. Cool quizzes at Go-Quiz.com FINALLY! IM COOL!! yeeeaaaahhh Current Mood: chipper

June 16th, 2004

June 15th, 2004

10:09 pm WHY IS MY ASSISTANT MANAGER SUCH A HEINOUS BITCH! or for that matter, why are all the superiors at that fucking store so damn rude and bitchy...i swear to god there must be some rule that if u want to be a manager/assistant manager/MT at one of these stores u have to be a cruel, heartless wench. Maybe they all just need to get laid...just a thought. Anyway, my ass. manager (yes, ass as in assistant but i will now refer to her as the ass manager.muahaha) was sick and she was taking it out on me...it was only me and her and i was running around like crazy trying to get stuff done and she keeps barking orders at me like the dog she is, and im thinking, good god woman, im only one person and i can only do one thing at at time! then she was freaking out on me (her exact words to me: "oh my god im going to lose my mind in about 5 seconds") because i miscounted the 5 cents in the god damn drawer...im sorry, but people make mistakes! But yet i must be nice to her because i will get fired if im not! uggggh...and then i asked if she had talked to the manager (another heinous witch from the underground where heinous witches live!) about getting me more hours and she was like, well when would i have done that? ive been sick! and im like, ok im sorry, i only asked u last friday for gods sake! i cant work there anymore, i need another job because i have constant anxiety when im there because they always bark at me and tell me what im doing wrong! i have had a headache every single time ive come home from work because they cause me so much stress...anyway, ive ranted for too long...talk later!! Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: maps - the yeah yeah yeah's